top five nathan & haley kisses » 5x05.

Nathan… From the second I heard those words, “we found a body” my eart sank. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t think. And now that I’ve managed to at least move, all I can think about is one moment you and I shared years ago. Over and over, that same insignificant moment repeats in my head. I-I can’t tell you why. It was your birthday, your first year playing for Maryland. Jamie must have been 2. You said you didn’t want to do anything, but I insisted on at least having your favorite ice cream. You remember this? When I brought back mint chocolate chip and you asked why I thought that was your favorite, I was so confused. Any time we had gotten ice cream together, that’s what you always chose. But… you told me rocky road was your favorite. And you looked at me so tenderly, Nathan, and you said you always chose mint chocolate chip because you knew it was my favorite flavor. And that’s when I realized for the first time that you hadn’t been making any of your decisions for yourself. You were doing everything for me all along, for your family. and it occurred to me that we still had so much to learn about each other and since then, Nathan, I’ve learned about the wonderfully selfless, humble, strong man you are. Nathan, I can’t hear that you’ll never come home again, that I’ll never learn something new about you again, never experience your selflessness, your love, your warm touch again. Nathan… please. Have we really had our last conversation? Our last kiss? I don’t know what I’d do if… Please.”

Someday, this beach might wash away, the oceans may dry, the sun could dim, but on that day, I’ll still be loving you. Always and forever. 

get to know me meme: [6/15] pairings » nathan scott & haley james scott

Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up, and walk over to you, and tell you how much I need you, how much I want you, then nothing else matters.

"When I was a junior in High School, I took some stuff to help me with my game. Drugs.. and it was a stupid thing to do. I ended up collapsing on the court and my Dad was all about covering it up for the scouts. Anyway, when I left the hospital I went to see Haley because I needed to know if she could forgive me. I wanted to see if I still had a chance to be great in her eyes, and when she did, when she forgave me- that was the moment that everything changed for me. That was the moment that I fell in love with her. This girl who could see past all the mistakes I have made. Now I guess maybe sometimes I screw up because I want to feel that again. I suppose that sounds pretty broken..

Nathan and Haley + height difference

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